ITS WEDNESDAY!!

but is a sad cum no mood wednesday.

everything start from early in the morning.

firstly.

i was kena nagged by my mother.

y am i reaching home late in the midnight.

[FINALLY she nagged abt this coz i noe sooner or later will happen de]

ok.

i juz shut up.

i always kept quiet when my mother was nagging.

coz if i talked back.

2 volcanos will erupt.

she continue to ask.

'u got bf already is it?'

i continue to keep quiet.

'almost everydae reach home so late shld be is got le lah'

'if got oso no need reach home late during midnight'

i continue to be silent.

'is it?'

finally i open up my mouth.

'han nah!'

den of coz she continue to ask abt him lah.

so i answered accordingly lor.

she oso aware tat my this relationship is not eveybody will agree to it.

well ya.

of coz she is shocked.

in fact ALL of my friends were shocked too.

so im not shock tat she is shock.

secondly.

i had been calling my dear ever since 0630.

call.

and call.

and call..

and call...

and call....

AND CALL.....

till 1500.

FINALLY.

he ans.

i was like so worry wat is happening and these and tat.

when he ans.

he told mi.

he is not sleeping.

he is not working.

but he is at home.

i was like...

asked him y did not ans my call.

he gave my a SHOCKING answer.

my heart sank.

wat is happening?!

argh!

but he told mi tat he is sick.

having fever and flu.

ok.

i calmed down.

well since he is sick.

shld be moody de lah.

so den i did not think too much.

let him rest lor.

but aft tat.

i TOTALLY moodless.

ya.

michelle shld noe the best.

she had been wif mi the whole dae.

she even noe wat he told mi.

i juz dun feel like saeing his ans.

the whole afternoon i kept on..

'michelle~'

'michelle help me~~'

'michelle im gonna be crazy soon~~~'

'MICHELLE~~~~'

michelle even ask mi am i angry?

had been calling him since morning.

den afternoon den ans.

no im not angry.

not angry at all.

im juz sad.

veri sad.

i told her tat.

im a person tat difficult to be angry.

well does it shows tat im having high tolerance level?

i even msg jun and tell her tat im sad and no mood.

she did not reply mi.

ya i noe she is working.

but i juz feel like telling her.

next.

jun called mi ard 1745 told mi tat she cant meet mi for dinner.

ya we suppose to meet up for dinner de.

den she oso asked mi wat happen.

wanted to tell her.

but my dear called mi too.

so i told jun will call her at night to tell her.

yeah kinda happy.

my dear called mi.

told mi he will be going to see doctor at 1830.

den go for his training.

i oso told him wat happened in the morning abt my mother's nagging.

yup.

went home.

reached home.

having dinner.

den...

my mother advise mi to let go my current relationship.

but the thing is she is not objecting.

she sae tat the decision is still up to mi.

den my dear called mi.

he is seeing doctor.

told mi bcoz of the sickness he got no mood for the whole dae.

ya so im right lah.

he got no mood bcoz he is sick.

so i oso told him wat my mother said lah.

hmm.

he had predicted the qns long ago.

in fact everybody had predicted the same qns too.

i told him the bottom of the line is.

'my mother is NOT objecting'

i told him my decision.

and we both promised each other.

hopefully there is no such word 'empty promises' in my dictionary anymore.

i think we both have to go thru alot of ups and downs.

yup.

i muz preservere till the end.

suet muz hang on there k!

suet muz jiayou orh!

=P

so towards the end of the dae is not tat bad afterall ba.

(:

i noe jun wont be able to read.

but still i wana thank her from my bottom of my heart.

she is juz my another TRUE friend.

thanx for sharing wif mi ur problems stories and sadness.

hope my advise do help u.

thanx again for being there for mi tat night.

made mi realise somethings tat i did not realise at all.

which before tat made mi like a stupid foolish and dumb.

and my hp oso flooded wif my tears tat night.

i think i had said umpteen times.

reallie glad to noe her as my friend.

and i oso said umpteen times of 'thank you' too.

(:

ok.

let mi tell u all my draft plan of my bdae cum x'mas celebration.

think will held on 20dec wednesday.

we will be having dinner somewhere not decided yet.

after dinner and x'mas exchange.

tat night ladies' night.

den we go clubbing k?

momo or dbo k?

hee.

=P

most importantly!!

dinner attendance MUST BE FULL!!!

plz kindly inform mi if ur boy is joining the dinner too.

(:

as for part 2 of the program.

going clubbing.

is optional but hopefully u all can go lah.

do kindly inform mi too who wana go clubbing.

(:

i decided not to go sch on my bdae if we are going clubbing.

or if im going out on tat dae.

lol.

=D

ok.

will end here le.

i posted this post from sadness to happiness.

lol.

=P